He can't understand why Jesus goes out of his way to heal distant people while allowing them to suffer. Simon finally confides in John about Eden and explains that she may not be able to have children because of the miscarriage. John expresses frustration at how Simon gets treated as special and his a beautiful wife and has nothing to gripe about - only to apologize almost immediately when he recognizes that Simon is struggling.
As they walk, Simon grumbles about traveling to the Decapolis, pointing out how they've seen Jesus perform miracles remotely. John shows up and pulls Simon aside and explains where the Apostles went and how grudgingly forces Simon to come along with him. He runs into Zebedee, who expresses annoyance at how disconnected Simon has bene lately. The next morning, Simon is trying to figure out where everyone went.
